Today 12 yrs ago i delivered my first child and oh how my life changed, he is now a wonderful exceptional young man that i am so proud to call my son, we have had a really tough time these last two years. i have just been diagnosed with a unipolar disorder, and now hope therapy and medication will change my life for the better. i have a wonderful new husband and another beautiful little boy, he was diagnosed with adhd which i have also, i am struggling with so much guilt. i have to realize that none of this is my fault, my mother,grandmother, and aunt all were bi-polar and shzcizophrenics (i think thats how you spell it) anyway i never wantedto admit that i might have something like that but in all reality how the hell wouldnt i have it. anyway i am working my way thruthis thing, so everyone pray for me thanks tracy mckenzie